change of seasons

this summer has been incredibly fun and I cannot describe why. I wonder if it is because I have speant more time with John? Or maybe its because I am not incredibly depressed about losing my Dad this year? I will write something a little later about what was accomplished this summer. But for now this mind dump is about what is coming up. Fall is the time for nesting, watching football games (if you give a rip about that). And enjoing indoorsy activities. I have triedsince the beginning of summer to get into P90X and found the outdoors was far more appealing then sweating my ass off inside while I see the sunshine and watch my dog try to get involved with Ab Ripper X (don't ask) so here comes my goal, my commitment to myself, the week after we get back from our anniversary vacation its on like donkey kong! John has committed to do it with me, and well Raven will somehow get involved also I am sure. This will put mee into the new year hopefully substainally thinner, defined and make me feel good about where I am. I have much more to say but that's all I got for now